Love is not for the easily defeated or the quickly disillusioned. It takes courage and determination to Love.

It's when she uses that tone on me that I feel shitter than shit itself.
It's when she goes on and on about how she does so much for us and we do nothing for her that I feel misjudged.
It's when she thinks of me as a person with no shame, no morals, no heart and not her daughter that I feel like crying.
Mom, why do you do this to me?

I loathe you.

You.make.me.so.much.colder.and.so.full.of.resentment.

More about my week tommorrow, right now I am off to bed to sleep it off.

12:00 AM