first day school was alright i guess. the creativity part hasn't started yet. we had to introduce ourselves in every lesson. i think by now everyone knows each other well enough. during one of the classes we were suppose to choose a brand that represented ourselves. while brainstorming i realised, hey this is like art in secondary school like when you have to explain whye this person inspired you and whye it represented you etc. i chose anna sui who was also my inspiration for my art o level work. it felt weird embracing my creativity side in class cause like, idk media studies feels so logical and i thought advertising was supposedly to be next semester or something. i didn't know we would apply that much creativity into media studies. I thought it was like we were gonna use photoshop and do creative writing and video/audio production and that was all. it was like doing my art O level work again. Designing, advertising and selling your product. it felt good, just like old days. oh before that one of the lecturers was looking for someone to do templates for a webpage. i thought it was a good opportunity to get some experience and yes also i need the money lol. he said i had to bring my portfolio to school tommorrow which is what i'm doing now, tidying up my o level work for show tommorrow. i hope it's good enough.

weird emotions are bursting out of me
maybe it's time for another emotional housecleaning.

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger