I'm scared of what's happening. I'm scared of the Future. I'm scared of the Past. I'm just plain scared of Everything, including myself. Perfection is what I strongly desire to have but still like a lifeless vessel, I'm screwing up my entire existence. I just hate myself. I just can't seemed to get anyhting right. I always thought the problem lie within others, not me. But it's all my fault. Blame my over-sensitive'ness'. Blame my imperfection. Blame my existence. I just can't take it anymore. I have no idea what I'm doing. I miss does days whem you can sing and dance in the rain not caring bout anything. Where's the moon??? It's not outside my bedroom window anymore ):

... and it's back to getting my mind straight

And the wondering still goes on
Do you still love me?

Enough said. It's getting worst.