Tuesday, October 10, 2006,
Hmm... EOYs ain't like last year's... It's getting damn stressful... Sigh sigh... Fail... Shyt... Currently taking a break now with low fat milk and oatmeal cookies haha...
Yesterday: Tralala.. As I sing..
Hmm... Can't seem to shed any tears.. Was I meant not meant to shed any?
Hmms... Anyway went to church to study (Hmm just felt like a need to) So went to church to study ALONE... Hahas... Reached church at 4.30, went to reflect for awhile in church and heard someone playing the piano at the basement... Went down to see... Saw some male figure.. Decided to not make myself notcied and secretly went to sat at the benches and listen. Omg... That PERSON who was playing the piano ROCK!! HE was singing toooo!!! HIS voiceeee rox!!! While studying, (couldn't take it) sang along too!
After 45 min, sadly, the person stopped and walked passed my direction... Frightened to be noticed well, cause I don't think he knew there was somebody listening to him playing and singing (and paiseh) looked down.. But before I did, I took a glimpse and saw that it was FATHER VALERIAN!!! OMGOMG SO HE WAS THE ONE WHO WAS PLAYING THE PIANOOOO!!!!! HE WAS THE ONE WHO WAS SINGINGGGG!!!!! HE WAS THE ONE WITH THE BEAUTIFUL VOICEEE!!!!
OMGOMG.. Haha so said Hi... and gave alot of compliments!!! OMGOMG... HIS VOICE IS DAMN NICEEE! GO HEAR GO HEAR!!!! Haha... Hmm... Overall, it felt good studying at the church... The only people was the caretaker and the priests... (Starting to miss the place...) Sigh sigh... Well at least today wasn't that bad.. YAY!!! =D
Today: If only the sky could shed
Hmms... Maths and Chem... Okay... Shytshytshyt... It was all just a piece of shyt... I DIDN'T FINISH THE CHEM PAPERR!!!!!!!!!!! AHHH OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT!!!!!!!!! I felt damn stupid... I COULDN'T CRY EITHER BY THAT FACT!!! OMG WAT'S WRONG??? Don't care... I'm gonna go home and cut onions... Rahhh =.- I-M-U-S-T-L-E-T-O-U-T-E-V-E-R-Y-TH-I-N-G... Okay... Now i'm sounding like an insane person -_-
Okay during break... (Trying not to feel so miserable and went around doing stupid stuff...) Well, at least made a few people laugh... Haha... =.-
MATHS WAS EXTREMELY TERRIBLY DIFFICULT!!!! AHHH! GREAT GREAT GREAT... I SEE CROSS MARKS ALL OVER MY PAPER! AHHHH.... +.+
I must have done something wrong to deserve all this...
It's been so long...
Why hasn't the clouds poured?
You saw me in pain and yet... you didn't care...
You broke your promise.. and my heart...Hmm, I shall end on a happier note haha...(Something that I wrote in church... I didn't edit it so it sux...)You made me rememberedHow to smileCalm, serenity I can feel itAs I gazed upon the beauty of your smile andThe sweetness of your touchThe sincerity that I saw in your eyesYou filled me with faith that I lostHope and warmness thatI had once forgottenAs you cradle meWith your whispers of assuranceThat you would always be hereI believe youFor you filled the emptiness that haunts meWith your love andTook away the loneliness that kills me slowly andCause, you were there for me even when I didn't noticedThank you
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