Saturday, August 26, 2006,
Hello!!!!!!! Haha I'm like back from the retreat camp. Omg it was soooo fun can!!! So sad that it was only like two days...First Day-When Christelyn and I went up to the attic we were soooo sad, it reminded us of our confi camp!!! AHHH.... Good times man all the way +.+We were spilt into 4grps with 5 in a group and played some games... (Yay! Maria was in my grp! But unfortunately, Christelyn, Daniella and Melissa were spilt up into different grps soo sad! =.-)Game 1...It was some game called Grandma, Hunter and Bear... So the grandma can beat the Hunter, The hunter will kill the bear and the bear will eat the grandma (Something like scissors, paper stone). So we spilt into 2 grps and when we have decided who we wanted to be, we were suppose to stand infront of our opponents and on the count of 3, we were suppose to show the actions for example, one grp is the Hunter (Show the action of using a gun to shoot) and the other one is the bear (Stand on one leg and put your hands up) so the ppl who are hunters were suppose to catch the ppl who were acting as the bear. (Grandma was just crouching down with a walking stick) If you catch a...Girl- 50pts....Leader- 100pts...Girl in IJ blue- 150 pts... (WTH! I had to run for my life la! -_-)Game 2...OKAY I THIS WAS THE MOST DISGUSTING GAME AT THE CAMP!!!!It was an extremely hot day with the sorching sun directly above us!!! Thus, we were sweating like crazy!! There were two pails for each grp... One with water the other empty... We were suppose to transport the weater from the pail to the empty one. (Okay that's not realli that difficult.) Using two sponges to soak up the water and guess where did we have to place the sponges? UNDER OUR ARMPITS!!!! OMG AND EVERYONE WAS SWEATING LIKE SHITT!!!!!!! Game 3...We were suppose to transport water again this time in those small plastic bags in a certain time... One girl from each group was to be at the end and was to fill the bag with water (Obviously had to tied the bags also) and passed to the next person and the person was to pass to the other person until the bag reaches the end... We were not allowed to move from our spots and so, we were suppose to throw and catch. But unfortunately, the plastic bags were not tied properly so ya... I was pratically drenched...)THEY REUSED THE WATER FROM GAME 2. OMG LOL! (I smelled like a mixture of BO's)Later in the night, we did some sharing and stuff... (Too long for me to write out +.+)Day 2...We woke up at 8, went to bathe and got ready for breakfast and the trip to the Camelite Monastry. OMG... The trip to the Camelite Monastry was soo interesting man! (Oh and I bought a cross from there aha...) At the end of the whole thing, Maria and I said that when we turned 40 and if we are still single, we will become Cameilte Nuns! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... But seriously, I don't mind that kind of lifestyle. -_- So pratically on the way back to the retreat centre at St Theresa's Church, maria and me were pretty much talking about the pros of being a camelite nun and the WHAT IF'S if we became one... ahahahaha...Went back for lunch and had mass after that and abit more sharing.... (I tasted the wine that the priest usually drinks for the mass omg, it tasted nice! =.-) After the mass, I took a bunch of pink, red and white roses home. (They were soo NICE!)Overall, it was seriously enjoyable and enriching aha.... Omg enjoyed it sooo much!!!! +.+Ahh... I'm in the middle of doing some soul searching... To find the real me... Out of all the masks that covers the real me...Surprisingly, I have FINALLY become alittle bit more optimistic towards life so ya... Wrote this...-Let Go-Once upon a nightSitting at a cornerOf an empty roomSomething reminded me aboutThe memories I had with youIt was one of the happiest time I ever hadJust thinking about those memoriesMade me laughed and smileEven though it was a long time agoI could still feel the momentsLike it was just yesterdayI wish it lastThe feeling lasted for so longDid you ever feel the same for meMy heart longs to knowIt took me so long to finally forgetThe way I felt for youBut now it has come back to haunt me againThere's just something about youThat was able to make me smileThe fact that we both felt the same at one timeMade me think that there was still hopeFor you and meSo I hold on to the pastBut it seems to beConfusing and hurting my heart even moreSo I got to let goOf this pastI know that we can't go backDon't look back and move onFor a better tomorrow...It seems that my melody prince might be fading...
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