Looking into your eyes.

Thursday, July 20, 2006,

Arrgh! still feelin miserable... Wat's wrong wit me? I'm not suppose to be feelin this way.. I have alreadi dumped this feelin why is it back? Arrgh!

Anyway, tis feelin gave me 'inspiration' 2 write somethin haha
Here goes...

I'm tryin 2 escape from tis mess
It is ruinin me
I'm losin my identity
The reasons I lived 4
Makin me feel miserable
Lost, confused, hurt
My heart can t take it all tis emotions at one time
My mind is goin insane
I have lost my hope
I wish I could erase my past
The mistakes I made
Affectin my life
I can t find my place in tis world
My heart is cryin softly
No one can hear me
No can help me
Darkness is slowly growin in my mind
Stop all the world now
I need 2 do somethin
2 change wat I did
2 erase the pain in my heart
2 kill the cause of it
Desperate Iwill try anythin
It seems 2 be the only way out
My heart is screamin out the pain it feels
I gonna do it no matter wat it takes
I'm at the end of time
I can t hold on much longer
I'm weaker than I look

Sigh... 2moro got 3 periods of Art...
MY MELODY PRINCE I MISS U!!! (and it has only been a few days tsk tsk)

10:01 PM

There's really nothing much to say except ''Hello, my name is Venetia Anne Therese. Please to meet you and you are?

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Listen to the tragic lullaby,
Listen to the cold whispers,
Listen to the slow thumping,
Listen to my heart speak.