Looking into your eyes.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006,

I'M MISSIN UR MELODY MY MELODY PRINCE! My heart feels lonely witout it.

Haha 2day was jus an ordinary day nothin much 2 comment... =.-
2Day durin CME we had 2 do the Oscar Exploration thing and could become and Author (Yay! Haha...), ;Playwirter and Music Teacher(Pleased wit the choices! Haha)
Oh ya yesterday was Natasha's Birthday!
Haha yesterday got scolded from my mom... Got so annoyed so wrote somethin haha...

I’m lyin on my bed
Thinkin about wat had jus happen
I realize something
Tat u are growin older physically and mentally (So have I)
U changed (n so have I)
In the past memories, u were always there when I needed u
In times of joy or sadness
When I needed someone 2 hold on 2
But now u wouldn’t even help me when I cry 4 help
Instead u scold me n said I was so foolish 2 make tat mistake
I’m a disater in ur eyes (aren’t I?)
I act like I’m strong
But you have no idea how much I’m cryin inside
Ur words have broke the bridge between u and me
They say u were suppose 2 be the supportive ones
But it seems tat my frens are the ones tat are supporting me
n were always there 4 me
So u ask ‘is my frens more important than us?’
Wat do u think?
U dismiss my frens in front of me
I reply in anger and fury
Do u noe why now?
Now I’m a nightmare in ur eyes rite?
I noe I’m at fault 2
But u put the entire blame on me
Isn t it injustice?
I apologise on my behalf
I’m sorry 4 all the tears tat u shed
I’m sorry 4 the voice tat I made u lose from screamin ur lungs out…
I’m sorry 4 the aches ur heart feels
I’m sorry 4 the eyebags under ur dark brown eyes from stayin up late waitin 4 me…
I used 2 be daddy’s little girl…
But now I’m a nightmare in ur eyes…
I used 2 be able 2 understand n u used 2 be able 2 understand me…
But now we seemed 2 be speakin in different tongues…
There used 2 be laughter and harmony in the place I once called home…
But now the only music I ever hear is screamin, cryin n the sounds of our hearts breakin…
I’m sorry but I’m no longer the perfect little daughter I once used 2 be…

Yup haha tat's about it...

Sigh I feel so sad witout my melody prince.. There's jus somethin about him tat makes me smile.... -_-

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