Wednesday, December 09, 2009,
<3
Back to the start.
11:07 PM
Sunday, December 06, 2009,
Today when i walked out of the door,
God opened my eyes and gave me the reason that I needed.
There is so much more to life than letting things that don't hold much value, crush you.
So today, I wore my smile with meaning.
I hope for a better tommorrow.
8:48 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009,
Anger is baggage.
Life is too short to be pissed off all the time.
I keep moving like a train going wherever the rails take it. At a pace where I can't take everything with me in order to reach my end. This is not a good time for a breakdown but since when has it ever been.
4:59 PM
Sunday, November 08, 2009,
My childhood.
I want the doll this christmas<3
11:09 PM
Thursday, October 22, 2009,
stay bright, little fireflies
first week of school with what seems to be a large amount of work piled up right infront of me. video introduction, voice recording, powerpoint presentation, etc. before we could even adapt to the change of environment (come on, two months) they gladfully start giving. however tutorials and lectures were quite fun.
still feels odd to be in school. i haven't got used to the routine. but i gues it takes time.
i still..
love you so much
first week of school with what seems to be a large amount of work piled up right infront of me. video introduction, voice recording, powerpoint presentation, etc. before we could even adapt to the change of environment (come on, two months) they gladfully start giving. however tutorials and lectures were quite fun.
still feels odd to be in school. i haven't got used to the routine. but i gues it takes time.
i still..
love you so much
8:10 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009,
Love is not for the easily defeated or the quickly disillusioned. It takes courage and determination to Love.
It's when she uses that tone on me that I feel shitter than shit itself.
It's when she goes on and on about how she does so much for us and we do nothing for her that I feel misjudged.
It's when she thinks of me as a person with no shame, no morals, no heart and not her daughter that I feel like crying.
Mom, why do you do this to me?
I loathe you.
It's when she uses that tone on me that I feel shitter than shit itself.
It's when she goes on and on about how she does so much for us and we do nothing for her that I feel misjudged.
It's when she thinks of me as a person with no shame, no morals, no heart and not her daughter that I feel like crying.
Mom, why do you do this to me?
I loathe you.
You.make.me.so.much.colder.and.so.full.of.resentment.
More about my week tommorrow, right now I am off to bed to sleep it off.
12:00 AM
Thursday, October 08, 2009,
It is amazing how people can just walk into your life, make a space for themselves, and leave the next moment.
Dear xxxx,
Are we still friends? We were like blood-sisters. We could relate to everything that was happening in each other's lives. You knew me better than some of my closest friends. We shared our passion for fashion, food (especially dessert), and some of our deepest secrets. We had random weekends that were filled with so much talk, fun and laughter. But we fell just like that, we fell apart. For a reason that I have not discovered until now. I thought our friendship was strong but it fell like fragile pieces. You meant so much to me. I have made excuses for your lack of presence but it seems that I can't find anymore reasons. I can't feel you anymore. So I will ask one final time, are.we.still.friends?
It is time for change.
1:05 AM
